rash decisions, excuses and booze

a day of headache, stress, short fuses and a flirt or two.
friday

got a bunch of work done. b had an idea. liked the first part, not so much the rest. note to self: find better wording next time. it is unfair to bombard someone just because their wording to your feedback was more direct than you would have anticipated.

wasnt meant to hurt, did anyways. bad situation, being that we’re both a little stubborn.
trying to flatten the waves. not doing so well on that front.

after an hour of overtime i leave the agency with a slight buzz, which turns into a big time drinking weekend. good times.

the plan to make two layout spots and record one radio ad is more or less drowned by beer and laughter – robin williams is f*in hillarious as long as he’s on stage as opposed to in a movie. seriously. i laughed so hard i had tears in my eyes. the beer might have helped though…

after that the beer keeps flowing and a lady from the past is online in skype. within minutes we’re down to business and i am about to book a week of london after the cannes week *hehe* one thing kinda sucks though: she doesnt own a webcam. …yet

so we pop more beer, throw in another movie, talk crap, booze on and talk crap alongside some craptalk.

saturday arrives and the fridge is finally deprived of booze. so we walk. some beers and some food in a beisl, a trip to the würstelstand and a return with a bag full-o-beer. watching rambo while feasting on a käsekreiner nach art des hauses. …what a buzz.

about 3am
finally, the strength fades (beer’s gone) so a collapse unto the couch is imminent.

4am sharp.
the phone tears through the air – gotta change that ringtone – and the voice on the other end aspirates “flo… i want you here. *pause* now”

*writenotelaunchintopantsjumpintocarreleasebrakedriveandarive*

by the time i get to her place (10 minutes) she has decided to “rest her eyes for a second”* and neither doorbell nor phone will wake her. fuck! or not in this case… so i go home pissed off and hit the hay.

morning comes (yep i m talking about 1pm) and a phonecall later its time for a killer breakfast that came up in the medium boozing stage the last day. ham and eggs, bacon, bratwürstel, baked beans, and a ton of coke. watching biodome.

ace ventura, beerfest and a phonecall
saturday (yes, weekend days start with the first drink)
ace ventura finishes and at 4pm the fridge is replenished. full boozing commences. a great piece of film is thrown into action: beerfest. no wonder we arrive at drinking vodka from the dispenser by 4:30…

* she calls, apologizing big time “i am soooo sorry…”, “you know i’d never on purpose”, blablabla… if i invite someone over i dont “rest my eyes” when i know damn well that i will fall asleep as she always does when she “rests” them. but then i realize something: it’s hard to hold a grudge when youre not free of failure yourself…

also: maggs is online again… still has no webcam *darnitalltohell* but another fun chat with the kind of reaktion that doesnt let you stand up straight for a while… i’m definitely going to london – hell, i might even stay and work there for a while… that is to be seen in the long run. the good gal is used to drinking kristall and i am all for moët… hard times ahead *hehe* we’ll see how it works out when she’s in vienna.

more drinking, laughing and movies. the couch seems to become part of me. we are actually running out of movies to watch by 10 and i cant remember what the last one was…

taking a short break, i am writing sms of apology #1. havent apologized in a while… not as easy as it was anymore.

by midnight, out of 24 beers only 4 remain.

all out of good headlines
sunday morning
didnt sleep too well. my couch is much more comfy. also, the buzz has worn off.
return to sms #1 came as it seems. missed it. turning off the sound on your phone makes that happen every now and then. i send sms of apology #2. better and quite honest as i think. let’s see how that comes around.

well, that’s it for now. slept the whole day and am still tired like fuck. i need to rest… nooooot *hehe*
off to the next party in half an hour. monday will be around too soon as every other weekend…

cheers.